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NTX
03:16
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I wish I was having as much fun
As I’m lying and saying that I do
I wish I had some semblance of love
Like I did back with someone new in June
I wish I knew where I was going instead of where I’ve been
Wish I knew so much more than the shit I’ve gotten myself in
I need out
I just need out
Of my own head
I want more than I can give
I’m fucking sick of North Texas
And everything that I lost in it
Killing me
And the constant reminder
Of everything I’ll never have or be
And every cruel word you said echos through my mind
So why am I stuck here missing you like crazy
All the fucking time
And I need out
I just need out
Of my own head
I want more than I can give
I’m fucking sick of North Texas
And everything that I lost in it killing me
And the constant reminder
Of everything I’ll never have or be
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Clementine
03:45
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Long-winded messages from afar
Don’t make me feel any better about where we are
And I just needed some sympathy
And you just needed me
I’m so far away.
Why am I making the same mistake
Of chasing after you
Is this really what you wanted
(Don't stay in hands of those fleeting)
(Is this all just lacking meaning)
My sweet Clementine
How you used to be mine
Now I’m just dearly departed
She said I don’t need anything from you
And now I know I’m a ghost
And her a haunted room with no vacancy.
Already filled with complacency
I’m so far away.
Why am I making the same mistake
Of chasing after you
Is this really what you wanted
(Don't stay in hands of those fleeting)
(Is this all just lacking meaning)
My sweet Clementine
how you used to be mine
Now I’m just dearly departed
I’m sorry that the grass isn’t greener on the other side
You sit and you wish that you were still mine
But I’ll refrain stay as still as an English guard
Cause you’ll always peer into another yard
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3. |
Running Low
03:07
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Can I stay a while
God I’m such a sucker for glasses and a smile
I don’t wanna breathe
Please god just erase me
Please just take me home
And I’m just drunk and alone
Curled up in a ball on Sixth Street
Too fucked up for anyone to love me
I’m running low on second chances
Oblivious to my lack of advancement
And I just needed room to breathe
I know you never needed me
God I’m so fucking tired
Or am I just bored
Don’t wanna look for the love I lack
In myself anymore
Cause I’m too medicated to fall asleep
How I wish I were perfect and unique
I’m running low on second chances
Oblivious to my lack of advancement
And I just needed room to breathe
I know you never needed me
I’m running low on second chances
Oblivious to my lack of advancement
And I just needed room to breathe
I know you never wanted me
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4. |
Asleep at the Wheel
02:21
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And I don’t know who I am anymore
So please come home and find me passed out
on the floor
Too much liquid encouragement just
never meant to be
We were never meant to see the end
I guess just you over and out you're through
And I find myself
Falling asleep at the wheel
Losing grip with what I thought was real
Still too numb to feel
Once again I got too drunk so I can’t stand
Cause I can’t stand myself when I’m sober
Once again I got too drunk so I can’t stand
Cause I can’t stand myself when I’m sober
(Is this really getting older watching all your friend grow colder and colder)
And I find myself
Falling asleep at the wheel
Losing grip with what I thought was real
Still too numb to feel
Tried to drown you out but I just drowned myself
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Azul
02:42
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Please lie and tell me everything is alright
Cause tonight I saw the devil and god in her eyes
And we can pretend we love each other only temporary
Or be my bride and I’ll be your only sanctuary
I know somewhere in the distance
This all seems pointless
Maybe I just need
Maybe I just
Maybe I just need
I just need
More than myself to believe in this time
I’m a selfish asshole who never learned to be alone lone lone
Azul do you know how much I needed you
Do you know how much I needed you
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